i am not sure about others, but sometimes i really take things for granted! I assume that i will wake up tmr, i will still have time to repent, i will stillhave the opportunity to do what i am suppose to do etc. recently a series of things have been on my mind.
Never assume there is tmr to do yesterday's things. What if tmr never come?
Friday, October 2, 2009
Monday, September 21, 2009
Recent Fav Songss
Sad! Cant share my fav black Eyed Peas songs...hmmmm
Haha This man rocks....Like the tune....kinky!
Haha This man rocks....Like the tune....kinky!
Saturday, September 19, 2009
Love & Hate..Separated by a Thin Fine Line
When I read the news about a young lady being murdered and hide in a wall and her body was found on her planned wedding day....kinda sad....Read more by clicking here
Friendship, Love, Relationship, Hatred are 'separated' by a thin fine line only...
When a love relationship turned 'bad', if it is not handled carefully, it can get awfully out of hand! Offences, disappointments, unforgiveness are good neighbours of Mr Hatred. Little disagreement, misunderstanding with a lack of communication to trash things out, plus snowballing of past grievances, failing to listen to godly counsel, failure to think and consider the feelings of others..... are killers to a good relationship (friends, family, colleagues etc). In extreme cases...anger in a fit of moment...might resulted us doing something terribly wrong that we will regret for life!
During the chic event, I learnt something from my leader's mentor. She mentioned (cant rem the exact words though.)The rules written in the bible is not to steal away our Joy, our Freedom etc. It was written to PROTECT US...to protect us from doing mistakes that will result in MORE ISSUES of life that will slowly steal away our joy and happiness. God is NOT someone who ENJOYS dictating our lives! God wana gives True Freedom...LIBERTY and A GOOD LIFE! Everything He said or commanded is ONLY FOR OUR OWN GOOD! However, human beings with our fallen nature, like to be 'kay kiang' and prefer to be a STIFF NECKER (which is me, haha)! (haha use this word, kinda fun). We like to deviate from the advice of Abba, like to be "KAY KIANG" and think we KNOW what we are doing. Then sometimes makes mistakes and then learn things the HARD WAY OUT.... :P Some chose to ignore the logos/rhema and choose to live the opposite as commanded, some chose to ignore the advice to patch back with our love ones after we quarreled before the sun goes down etc etc. "Iron teeth". The KoG dont work with pride..but it always encompasses LOVE & UNITY. Afterall, Christianity is all about relationship with God and with one another. It's all about LOVE! We are all not perfect...All learning and still in the process of being justified > sanctified > Glorified....
Wow when I search for the word "Friend" in the bible....there are soooo many verses regarding friendship....I particularly like this one...
Proverbs 27:6 Wounds from a friend can be trusted, but an enemy multiplies kisses.
- Rather to have 'counsels' from friends which will speak the truth out of love that will "hurt" us, than to have KISSES from our enemy! Well, have to be wise to choose the right friends to speak into our lives though... javascript:void(0)
Proverbs 22:24
Do not make friends with a hot-tempered man, do not associate with one easily angered,
-(wahhh...never noticed abt this verse wor....ok ok ...we better learn to be a demure person....gentle....)
Proverbs 17:9
He who covers over an offense promotes love, but whoever repeats the matter separates close friends.
I love the bible...the word of God....which is God Himself... everything is written in the bible...I called it Life's Manual or SOP!
Monday, September 14, 2009
Building the Temple
Its been a long time since I blogged...Ya...when we are not feeling well, there are loads of things which we cant do and dont feel like doing at all! The most frustrating was....it also affects my spirituality!
First, I kena a 'super virus' which hit me down with roller coaster fever for 4-5 days...then after 2 days, my joints are so stiff and painful...Now I walk as if I am 80 years old! sigh...every morning woke up with numbness on my fingers and arms, pain at joints...sigh...can't even roller blade now...I wana be totally healed! I wana roller blade next week!!!
Yes! Health is extremely important! Without taking good care of our temple...HOW CAN I EVEN SERVE GOD! YES I WANT TO SERVE! Even if I do fall, I want to fall forward and not backwards...Now is a new season...Kinda excited about the changes....
Repentance >> Faith >> Fruits fruits fruits!!!
First, I kena a 'super virus' which hit me down with roller coaster fever for 4-5 days...then after 2 days, my joints are so stiff and painful...Now I walk as if I am 80 years old! sigh...every morning woke up with numbness on my fingers and arms, pain at joints...sigh...can't even roller blade now...I wana be totally healed! I wana roller blade next week!!!
Yes! Health is extremely important! Without taking good care of our temple...HOW CAN I EVEN SERVE GOD! YES I WANT TO SERVE! Even if I do fall, I want to fall forward and not backwards...Now is a new season...Kinda excited about the changes....
Repentance >> Faith >> Fruits fruits fruits!!!
Sunday, September 13, 2009
A Kisser or Cleaver ??
PK shared an awesome message today! So you think U are a great kisser huh ??? That is not a piece of Good News then...PK mentioned that Every Relationship has to be tested...The spirit of disloyalty is extremely destructive! This kinda "wakes" me up! How loyal am I being a friend? How forgiving am I? A place of agreement is a place of power! Have I allowed disunity to creep into my world? God loves everyone....including our enemy :P
Been thinking something recently....What do I want my friends and relatives to remember about me when I pass on. Will they say I am a loyal & faithful friend? A filial daughter? or simply didn't make much impression at all to others? or worst...a bad friend? Well...life on earth is indeed very short compared to eternity. Many things were raked up...things from the past, things that happened recently...In the midst of all these, I missed my Lucky soooo much! No more Lucky with me :( Many times, I will still whistle subconsciously...that was how I used to call Lucky to come over.... :( Why can't I resurrect Lucky? Lucky left us 2 months plus for now...."Lucky, Jie Jie will never forget u....U will remain in my heart forever...No other doggie can replace u.I miss your doggie smell!" Wahhh CANNOT LISTEN TO CHINESE EMO SONG....
Been thinking something recently....What do I want my friends and relatives to remember about me when I pass on. Will they say I am a loyal & faithful friend? A filial daughter? or simply didn't make much impression at all to others? or worst...a bad friend? Well...life on earth is indeed very short compared to eternity. Many things were raked up...things from the past, things that happened recently...In the midst of all these, I missed my Lucky soooo much! No more Lucky with me :( Many times, I will still whistle subconsciously...that was how I used to call Lucky to come over.... :( Why can't I resurrect Lucky? Lucky left us 2 months plus for now...."Lucky, Jie Jie will never forget u....U will remain in my heart forever...No other doggie can replace u.I miss your doggie smell!" Wahhh CANNOT LISTEN TO CHINESE EMO SONG....
Monday, August 31, 2009
Under-lying meaning of Women's words
NINE WORDS WOMEN USE
(1) Fine: This is the word women use to end an argument when they are right and you need to shut up.
(2) Five Minutes: If she is getting dressed, this means a half an hour. Five minutes is only five minutes if you have just been given five more minutes to watch the game before helping around the house.
(3) Nothing: This is the calm before the storm. This means something, and you should be on your toes. Arguments that begin with nothing usually end in fine.
(4) Go Ahead: This is a dare, not permission. Don't Do It!
(5) Loud Sigh: This is actually a word, but is a non-verbal statement often misunderstood by men. A loud sigh means she thinks you are an idiot and wonders why she is wasting her time standing here and arguing with you about nothing. (Refer back to # 3 for the meaning of nothing.)
(6) That's Okay: This is one of the most dangerous statements a women can make to a man. That's okay means she wants to think long and hard before deciding how and when you will pay for your mistake.
(7) Thanks: A woman is thanking you, do not question, or faint. Just say you're welcome. (I want to add in a clause here - This is true, unless she says 'Thanks a lot' - that is PURE sarcasm and she is not thanking you at all. DO NOT say 'you're welcome' . that will bring on a 'whatever').
(8) Whatever: Is a woman's way of saying F-- YOU!
(9) Don't worry about it, I got it: Another dangerous statement, meaning this is something that a woman has told a man to do several times, but is now doing it herself. This will later result in a man asking 'What's wrong?' For the woman's response refer to # 3.
(1) Fine: This is the word women use to end an argument when they are right and you need to shut up.
(2) Five Minutes: If she is getting dressed, this means a half an hour. Five minutes is only five minutes if you have just been given five more minutes to watch the game before helping around the house.
(3) Nothing: This is the calm before the storm. This means something, and you should be on your toes. Arguments that begin with nothing usually end in fine.
(4) Go Ahead: This is a dare, not permission. Don't Do It!
(5) Loud Sigh: This is actually a word, but is a non-verbal statement often misunderstood by men. A loud sigh means she thinks you are an idiot and wonders why she is wasting her time standing here and arguing with you about nothing. (Refer back to # 3 for the meaning of nothing.)
(6) That's Okay: This is one of the most dangerous statements a women can make to a man. That's okay means she wants to think long and hard before deciding how and when you will pay for your mistake.
(7) Thanks: A woman is thanking you, do not question, or faint. Just say you're welcome. (I want to add in a clause here - This is true, unless she says 'Thanks a lot' - that is PURE sarcasm and she is not thanking you at all. DO NOT say 'you're welcome' . that will bring on a 'whatever').
(8) Whatever: Is a woman's way of saying F-- YOU!
(9) Don't worry about it, I got it: Another dangerous statement, meaning this is something that a woman has told a man to do several times, but is now doing it herself. This will later result in a man asking 'What's wrong?' For the woman's response refer to # 3.
Monday, August 24, 2009
Exploitation of Words
It's good to observe how people behave or handle a situation. By observing the body language, the tone when they speak, appropriateness of the environment, you will know whether they say what they meant or meant what they say. Many people exploit the use of the magic word. So what are the 3 magic words??
"I love You, I'm sorry, Pls forgive me" etc...These words sounds sincere or apologetic.... these are really meaningless words when unspoken. To someone who is "sensitive" or some people rather use the word "discerning", you can feel whether these words were text out of convenient simply to brush away 'foreseen upcoming trouble' or it was spoken out of their heart. I can't help thinking, do people hug each other because we LOVE them genuinely or just bec we were TOLD to do so! A Hug can feel and transient everything.
Do people gets over familiar and take each other for granted and step into each other's boundary, be it intentionally or unintentionally? Aren't we suppose to be more sensitive towards people around us and NOT to SAY words that hurts and conveniently apologize after the damage? It takes years to build but seconds to destroy. Aren't we suppose to be impartial? Well, guess people will only learn through OWN experience, then they will know how bad it felt... Many things are caught, not taught. If that is not a meaningful thing to develop upon....so be it. Blame it on Sensitivity or a lack of behavioral skills?
"I love You, I'm sorry, Pls forgive me" etc...These words sounds sincere or apologetic.... these are really meaningless words when unspoken. To someone who is "sensitive" or some people rather use the word "discerning", you can feel whether these words were text out of convenient simply to brush away 'foreseen upcoming trouble' or it was spoken out of their heart. I can't help thinking, do people hug each other because we LOVE them genuinely or just bec we were TOLD to do so! A Hug can feel and transient everything.
Do people gets over familiar and take each other for granted and step into each other's boundary, be it intentionally or unintentionally? Aren't we suppose to be more sensitive towards people around us and NOT to SAY words that hurts and conveniently apologize after the damage? It takes years to build but seconds to destroy. Aren't we suppose to be impartial? Well, guess people will only learn through OWN experience, then they will know how bad it felt... Many things are caught, not taught. If that is not a meaningful thing to develop upon....so be it. Blame it on Sensitivity or a lack of behavioral skills?
Thursday, August 20, 2009
Post SOT
After adjusting our life for the part 5 months waking up daily at 5am, reached church before 8.15am for choir practice, praising and worshipping God every morning, i am sad to admit i still need alot of discipline to wake up early just to p&w God alone at home.
Many been asking me "So whats next?" My answer is always "dont worry! I am not going to be a nun!" haha.. Even though i dont have any concrete plan like others, i just know i will be faithful in the little things which god has placed around me. First and foremost, i want to start the prayer group in my market place. i know this is a God idea and not i Good idea.:) HEARD THIS IN THE 2ND AM PRAYER. I want to be a great market place contributor. Doing the best i can to give God all the glory. Yes.. Definitely there will be obstacles but i will guard my heart against any negative incidents or comments for i know as long as i serve with a sincere genuine heart, god will protect me.
Next, i am also praying for the growth of every member in my cg. I really hope i am able to inspire them to grow deeper maturity love with god! I hope with my little talents in guitar, i am able to lead people into the holy of holies in every cgm. Also praying for a greater anointing and move of god in every cgm. Members faith level will increase and everyone will praise God even in the storm. That means everyone will love god despite of situations. Everyone will show and share the love of christ.. Everyone will understand that eternal life starts here on earth. Not when we reach heaven above. Third, also pray that my own family members will receive revelation and salvation. God answered prayer for my grand father salvation, i know nothing is impossible for he who believes. I really like my conversation with my 5 year old niece. She asked :"Lucky is in heaven already with angels." ha.. Me:" you can also go heaven. Just follow me to church,". She asked with an innocent kiddy voice:"Go to church can go heaven ar?" me:"Yes! Want to come?" she:"ok!" aiyo kids are so cute and innocent lor. If only adult can be like that too. That will make evangelism much easier. Ha. Fourthly, everyone is talking about being a cgl. To me, a title is not impt at all. We are all a leader wherever we are. We also can minister to people, give bs and impact those around us etc. Genuine love and leadership flows out from the heart and the ability to assume responsibility. Its not about having a title or fame or glory.
Last but not least, i wana thank those (for sot team 4 will know who!) who are so concern about my "future". They are constantly trying to pair up tom & dick with harry. And many times its very aiyoyo! Thank God i can take jokes. Just hope the tom, dick & harry wont misunderstand. Ha. Its not my fault you know. Kekeke. Well of course that is everyone's desire but its not my top priority. I am believing God for His promise. When He promised something, it will definitely be fulfilled. Just meditate on Prov 31, serve faithfully is what i want to do now.
Many been asking me "So whats next?" My answer is always "dont worry! I am not going to be a nun!" haha.. Even though i dont have any concrete plan like others, i just know i will be faithful in the little things which god has placed around me. First and foremost, i want to start the prayer group in my market place. i know this is a God idea and not i Good idea.:) HEARD THIS IN THE 2ND AM PRAYER. I want to be a great market place contributor. Doing the best i can to give God all the glory. Yes.. Definitely there will be obstacles but i will guard my heart against any negative incidents or comments for i know as long as i serve with a sincere genuine heart, god will protect me.
Next, i am also praying for the growth of every member in my cg. I really hope i am able to inspire them to grow deeper maturity love with god! I hope with my little talents in guitar, i am able to lead people into the holy of holies in every cgm. Also praying for a greater anointing and move of god in every cgm. Members faith level will increase and everyone will praise God even in the storm. That means everyone will love god despite of situations. Everyone will show and share the love of christ.. Everyone will understand that eternal life starts here on earth. Not when we reach heaven above. Third, also pray that my own family members will receive revelation and salvation. God answered prayer for my grand father salvation, i know nothing is impossible for he who believes. I really like my conversation with my 5 year old niece. She asked :"Lucky is in heaven already with angels." ha.. Me:" you can also go heaven. Just follow me to church,". She asked with an innocent kiddy voice:"Go to church can go heaven ar?" me:"Yes! Want to come?" she:"ok!" aiyo kids are so cute and innocent lor. If only adult can be like that too. That will make evangelism much easier. Ha. Fourthly, everyone is talking about being a cgl. To me, a title is not impt at all. We are all a leader wherever we are. We also can minister to people, give bs and impact those around us etc. Genuine love and leadership flows out from the heart and the ability to assume responsibility. Its not about having a title or fame or glory.
Last but not least, i wana thank those (for sot team 4 will know who!) who are so concern about my "future". They are constantly trying to pair up tom & dick with harry. And many times its very aiyoyo! Thank God i can take jokes. Just hope the tom, dick & harry wont misunderstand. Ha. Its not my fault you know. Kekeke. Well of course that is everyone's desire but its not my top priority. I am believing God for His promise. When He promised something, it will definitely be fulfilled. Just meditate on Prov 31, serve faithfully is what i want to do now.
Monday, August 17, 2009
SOT Graduation 16 Aug 2009 - I MADE IT!!!
Truly God is good all the time, all the time God is good!Really appreciated all those who came to celebrate my graduation.
Today marked the end of my 5 months of School of Theology training,aka Bible School. It seems like yesterday when I was contemplating whether I should or should not come to bible school. Here I am, today I received my graduation certification from Pastor Kong! Felt so blessed that my mother and brother came to support me, my wonderful CGL and CG E377 and my choir kakis for coming over to take pix-chers with me.... I feel happy to be able to share my pride & joy on this special day!
God has given me another opportunity to wear 四方帽! I used to wonder whether I will ever have the chance to wear the 四方帽 in my entire life. Then God blessed me an opportunity to study in National University of Singapore. And now another opportunity to study in City Harvest Bible School. Felt so blessed that I wore it 3 times by now: 1.Kinder-Garden (haha); 2.University; 3.SOT (Post-Graduate :P) Wow...when asked God for 1 chance, God gave me more than 1!! Can I go for another level up?? NO NO NO I want a break from books now! =)
God told me to be trained in Bible school when I was in Israel somewhere out there in the Desert in June 2008. It's true when God promised or planned something for us, it will definitely came to pass, but it requires our partnership to be willing and obedient to fulfill the call. Indeed Faith without actions is dead. No point thinking and planning without the guts to step out and really do it. Faith = taking risk!
Received many pressies from my friends...So touched and really appreciated all their love and friendship all these years! Dawn P gave me nice flower, my buddies Aaron, Cindy, Rebecca, Isaac, Steves and Bok bought me a FCUK blink watch.. 超喜欢！Didn't expect it. Got a new watch for a new season!
haha my cg gave me a graduation package...A #1 Grad Bear bear, bouquet of flowers, 上等燕窝 and a facial mask. Haha to pamper my health and beauty!
Uncle Stephen bought me a cute grad greenie bear....really appreciated their love towards me!
Specially wana thank my most beloved CGL for giving me such wonderful performance review in SOT! Been greatly blessed to have her as our shepherd.
Last but not least... Abba, thank you for blessing me the most wonderful gift for good results...I remembered in my prayer book, I wrote I wana have As and I really managed to get some....I am already very satisfied with the amount of effort I put in...I really THANK GOD for it!!! =) As we honour God, He will Honour us too!
Today marked the end of my 5 months of School of Theology training,aka Bible School. It seems like yesterday when I was contemplating whether I should or should not come to bible school. Here I am, today I received my graduation certification from Pastor Kong! Felt so blessed that my mother and brother came to support me, my wonderful CGL and CG E377 and my choir kakis for coming over to take pix-chers with me.... I feel happy to be able to share my pride & joy on this special day!
God has given me another opportunity to wear 四方帽! I used to wonder whether I will ever have the chance to wear the 四方帽 in my entire life. Then God blessed me an opportunity to study in National University of Singapore. And now another opportunity to study in City Harvest Bible School. Felt so blessed that I wore it 3 times by now: 1.Kinder-Garden (haha); 2.University; 3.SOT (Post-Graduate :P) Wow...when asked God for 1 chance, God gave me more than 1!! Can I go for another level up?? NO NO NO I want a break from books now! =)
God told me to be trained in Bible school when I was in Israel somewhere out there in the Desert in June 2008. It's true when God promised or planned something for us, it will definitely came to pass, but it requires our partnership to be willing and obedient to fulfill the call. Indeed Faith without actions is dead. No point thinking and planning without the guts to step out and really do it. Faith = taking risk!
Received many pressies from my friends...So touched and really appreciated all their love and friendship all these years! Dawn P gave me nice flower, my buddies Aaron, Cindy, Rebecca, Isaac, Steves and Bok bought me a FCUK blink watch.. 超喜欢！Didn't expect it. Got a new watch for a new season!
haha my cg gave me a graduation package...A #1 Grad Bear bear, bouquet of flowers, 上等燕窝 and a facial mask. Haha to pamper my health and beauty!
Uncle Stephen bought me a cute grad greenie bear....really appreciated their love towards me!
Specially wana thank my most beloved CGL for giving me such wonderful performance review in SOT! Been greatly blessed to have her as our shepherd.
Last but not least... Abba, thank you for blessing me the most wonderful gift for good results...I remembered in my prayer book, I wrote I wana have As and I really managed to get some....I am already very satisfied with the amount of effort I put in...I really THANK GOD for it!!! =) As we honour God, He will Honour us too!
Tuesday, August 11, 2009
For My Love - Lucky Sim
My dearest Lucky!!! (25 Dec 1994 - 7 July 2009 @5.20pm Jalan Kayu Clinic) - 15 years
Darling Lucky when he was younger (Fur still black)
Realised this note was not captured in my blog....So I am pasting it here again..Thk about Lucky again this afternoon... *sob sob sob*
Lucky darling.....
Jie jie misses you soooo much....I am sorry that I really have no choice but to release you from the pain. Coming back to home is NEVER the same anymore without you. The sight of your bowl and collar, leash etc...reminds me of you, my darling.
Despite trying my VERY BEST to help you recover.....your condition deteriorates. I wonder did I lead you to all the sufferings thru the vet..or your condition just worsen coincidentally. Hearing you groaned soooo with much pain the last 2 days literally broke my heart.. it came to a point where I could not even take it anymore! Seeing you struggle so much just to poo poo also broke my heart...a little gentle touch on your thigh also aggravated your pain. I still remember washing you and tearing at the same time seeing you struggled so much....There and then i decided you have suffered ENUFF.
I bought you your favorite chicken rice today...thought u would eat some before you leave...yet you do not have any appetite to eat a bit. sigh.....I wished I could spend more time with you before. I regretted rejecting you to sleep in my room just because u pee pee onto my bag. Aircon room was your favourite spot. If I know u will be leaving so soon, I wouldn't have mind it even if you pee on Gucci bag!
Darling no appetite to eat at all...It was his favourite! =(
Lucky, Jie Jie miss u sooo much! I remember the sight when u breathed your last. Hugging you was the only support I could ever give you then...Very much I do not wish to let you go....But I know you want to go back to heaven after chatting with you yesterday. We went through thick and thin together... Seeing me attached, seeing me unattached until now.....You had brought comfort to me when I was down, putting your cutest 'gao tao' on my lap, smiling at me, use your nose to open my door....Ohhhh Lucky, I miss you!
At least, jie jie and mama managed to see you off when you breathed your last.....
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Poor Baby in & out of Clinic @ ARC Balestier last few weeks
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Even though you don't have a spirit....I know you are with Jesus now....waiting for me to join you again in heaven. I know you will be waiting for me at my mansion...and who knows...that time I will be able to understand your language already. LOVE U LUCKY! No other doggie could ever replace you!
You will be my miracle dog forever in my life......... You are a God-Given-Gift to me...
Lucky in Deep Pain during his final day...
BTW, I sms and informed him about Lucky....well...he also like Lucky alot last time.
This was his reply: =( (sad face) At least Lucky had a good life with all of us..." well so he is still humane... :P
I STILL MISS YOU VERY MUCHEE!! MY DEAREST DARLING!!!
Darling Lucky when he was younger (Fur still black)Realised this note was not captured in my blog....So I am pasting it here again..Thk about Lucky again this afternoon... *sob sob sob*
Lucky darling.....
Jie jie misses you soooo much....I am sorry that I really have no choice but to release you from the pain. Coming back to home is NEVER the same anymore without you. The sight of your bowl and collar, leash etc...reminds me of you, my darling.
Despite trying my VERY BEST to help you recover.....your condition deteriorates. I wonder did I lead you to all the sufferings thru the vet..or your condition just worsen coincidentally. Hearing you groaned soooo with much pain the last 2 days literally broke my heart.. it came to a point where I could not even take it anymore! Seeing you struggle so much just to poo poo also broke my heart...a little gentle touch on your thigh also aggravated your pain. I still remember washing you and tearing at the same time seeing you struggled so much....There and then i decided you have suffered ENUFF.
I bought you your favorite chicken rice today...thought u would eat some before you leave...yet you do not have any appetite to eat a bit. sigh.....I wished I could spend more time with you before. I regretted rejecting you to sleep in my room just because u pee pee onto my bag. Aircon room was your favourite spot. If I know u will be leaving so soon, I wouldn't have mind it even if you pee on Gucci bag!
Darling no appetite to eat at all...It was his favourite! =( Lucky, Jie Jie miss u sooo much! I remember the sight when u breathed your last. Hugging you was the only support I could ever give you then...Very much I do not wish to let you go....But I know you want to go back to heaven after chatting with you yesterday. We went through thick and thin together... Seeing me attached, seeing me unattached until now.....You had brought comfort to me when I was down, putting your cutest 'gao tao' on my lap, smiling at me, use your nose to open my door....Ohhhh Lucky, I miss you!
At least, jie jie and mama managed to see you off when you breathed your last.....
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Poor Baby in & out of Clinic @ ARC Balestier last few weeks.jpg)
Even though you don't have a spirit....I know you are with Jesus now....waiting for me to join you again in heaven. I know you will be waiting for me at my mansion...and who knows...that time I will be able to understand your language already. LOVE U LUCKY! No other doggie could ever replace you!
You will be my miracle dog forever in my life......... You are a God-Given-Gift to me...
Lucky in Deep Pain during his final day...BTW, I sms and informed him about Lucky....well...he also like Lucky alot last time.
This was his reply: =( (sad face) At least Lucky had a good life with all of us..." well so he is still humane... :P
I STILL MISS YOU VERY MUCHEE!! MY DEAREST DARLING!!!
"Meet-the-People Session" with PK
Finally the Singapore SOT students met up with P.K. today...He is simply the best best best Pastor I have ever seen. Although P.K put on a wide colgate smile, we can see that he was extremely tired from his hectic schedule. Felt so heart pain to see our dearest Pastor sooo tired. Must always remember to pray for his health, family, career and safety!
He shared his heart felt opinions on questions raised.... His liberalism ideas yet not compromising any biblical values impacted me...especially on the topic regarding to the 'unequally yoke' relationship. It is really an encouraging message shared.... If we wana pick all the eggs within the same basket, I think the eggs already hatched... :P
I also like his views regarding following the leadership whom can impact and lead us. His ideas matches mine. I always believe in leading a balance life with a leadership who can inspire and lead. Well, for those who wants to know more, Pls enroll for SOT 2010!!! haha!
Monday, August 10, 2009
Pictures of L.O.V.E
Random pictures which I like
Will there be anyone who will look at the imperfect me as perfect???
Time to throw away the ring??? It's meaningless anyway...
Will there be anyone who will look at the imperfect me as perfect???
Time to throw away the ring??? It's meaningless anyway...
Saturday, August 8, 2009
SOT Graduation Dinner (7 Aug)
We had the most happening and awesome graduation dinner at Keppel Club on 7 Aug (Friday)... is it in our DNA or we are really just a bunch of fun-loving 'NOISY' people??! :))Even the banquet staffs were surprised that we are from Bible School! Haha...some students stayed back to dance....
Everyone of us dressed brightly sia....Our team dress code was all the girls to wear a cap and the man to wear their 'manhood' bandana...but they wear it on their wrist instead of wearing it on their head =)If any of u in depression, come! Join us for any outing...Guarantee U laugh until whatever 'sion' also gone! =P
Daughter and Mother...The 2 bosses for the super yummy Turtle Soup! Really want to thank them for their love to graciously shuttle me to school every morning for the past 4.5 months! Thank You Cat and Auntie! The highlight of the night was the Mr Charisma Competition! Our dearest Peter made a spectacular speech that made everyone stand in ovation for him shouting "Peter! Peter! Peter!" I like this tag line alot.... Progress of SOT = School of Terror (wake up so early every morning)> School of Trials and Tribulation (trials at work)> School of Torture (Exams and re-exams)> School of Tears (touched by God daily)> School of TRANSFORMATION (deep understanding in the Word of God) > SCHOOL OF TRIUMPH !!!! YEAHHHH! EVERYONE OF US WILL TRIUMPH!!! Before the result was out....we already know WHO IS THE WINNER LIAO!
Many foreign students will be returning to their respective country to train others what they have learned. Really hope they will make a great impact to their respective countries.... We are indeed a body of Christ....we need each other to spread the word all over the world. It's really a pity that I didn't manage to know everyone in SOT.
SOT was indeed interesting....Looking back...the series of event...were rather interesting! Orientation, encounters with the Holy Spirit, Holy Laughter, Deliverance, Mission, Over Nite Prayer Meeting, International Idol, Graduation Dinner...all these will remain as fond memories in my heart! God showed me again, serving God is an ENJOYABLE PROCESS and ITS AN HONOUR TO SERVE HIM! We were specially chosen! Many are called, but few are chosen...Better treasure whatever we have and be the chosen ones.
I really didn't regret at all by obeying the call of God, to come to SOT. I took mostly unpaid leave, which will affect my income, my bouns etc...but I think this is worthwhile. I am investing into my eternity! Many people think I am crazy and I am going to be a NUN....but all these ridicule means nothing to me. For I know when I obeyed God, my Abba will be pleased. Pleasing God will by my priority and my ultimate concern. Many people is wondering...how do u love "something/someone" which is invisible??? Well....when you encounter His Love, Strength and Comfort personally, you don't need anyone to tell you why.
Once again...Thank You Abba for answering my prayer to be in a good team with unity and fun! =)
Sunday, August 2, 2009
Dreams Acheived, Success Celebrated....
Otanjobi Omedeto!aka HAPPY BIRTHDAY CITY HARVEST !!!!
I am sooooo PROUD to be part of the most wonderful and exciting church in SG! Pastor Kong is SIMPLY THE BEST!
The celebration started with the pioneers thanking how Pastor has invested & impacted their life by being a great spiritual father... It was truly a very touching moment!! At the same time, I recalled the time when God first called me many years ago, when I was at 41-A amber road for a brief moment,...I wonder what will my destiny be.... Anyway, thank God for the 2nd chance now...
Without CHC, I think my life would have been in a total mess now...God has turned every mess into a message. I regretted forsaking my first love for a land of "adventures and worldly love" I was too young to understand Who God is, struggling with waking up in the morning on Sunday for PM and service.... It has been almost 20 years by now! I realised I have wasted not 10 years but almost 16 years instead! Goshhh....How I wished I could turn back the clock and choose the right path and make the right decision.
During our 20th anniversary celebration at the Singapore Indoor Stadium, Pst told us to tell God 'I love you'....Immediately, the amazing presence of God fell upon all of us...I gently said it with all of my heart "I LOVE YOU.. I LOVE YOU.. I LOVE YOU.." ....tears started to roll down my cheeks uncontrollably....I just felt so in love again... I remembered Jesus' kind and compassionate eyes...He also Love us very muchee...Then I recalled during our mission trip morning prayer meeting. Pst K. mentioned about how Jesus endured his injuries carrying the cross until he was up on the cross, cruxified....Jesus knew he had a mission to fulfill...for our sake...for our sins, for our salvation. What an amazing love!
Many of us who went for the Kuching mission trip missed the church alot. We were again chatting about it today.... Even though it was a brief 3 days and didn't fellowship too much with the members there, we just felt so drawn towards their church. We just feel like helping as much as we can, to help them grow the church. Some are even thinking to go back in September to support the conference. We really felt like home there, the same anointing and atmosphere, same flow! And the church reminded me of 41-A amber road... the pioneers, their sincere love for people and God, campus outreach programs, love for the elderly...There are great potentials in them! :D I know nothing can stop what God is building. :D
Thank You Abba! As SOT is coming to an end...coupled with our 20th Anniversary..I just felt that we will embark into a new phase...a new season, a new building, a new anointing for greater works to come! God makes ALL THINGS NEW! AMEN!
I am sooooo PROUD to be part of the most wonderful and exciting church in SG! Pastor Kong is SIMPLY THE BEST!
The celebration started with the pioneers thanking how Pastor has invested & impacted their life by being a great spiritual father... It was truly a very touching moment!! At the same time, I recalled the time when God first called me many years ago, when I was at 41-A amber road for a brief moment,...I wonder what will my destiny be.... Anyway, thank God for the 2nd chance now...
Without CHC, I think my life would have been in a total mess now...God has turned every mess into a message. I regretted forsaking my first love for a land of "adventures and worldly love" I was too young to understand Who God is, struggling with waking up in the morning on Sunday for PM and service.... It has been almost 20 years by now! I realised I have wasted not 10 years but almost 16 years instead! Goshhh....How I wished I could turn back the clock and choose the right path and make the right decision.
During our 20th anniversary celebration at the Singapore Indoor Stadium, Pst told us to tell God 'I love you'....Immediately, the amazing presence of God fell upon all of us...I gently said it with all of my heart "I LOVE YOU.. I LOVE YOU.. I LOVE YOU.." ....tears started to roll down my cheeks uncontrollably....I just felt so in love again... I remembered Jesus' kind and compassionate eyes...He also Love us very muchee...Then I recalled during our mission trip morning prayer meeting. Pst K. mentioned about how Jesus endured his injuries carrying the cross until he was up on the cross, cruxified....Jesus knew he had a mission to fulfill...for our sake...for our sins, for our salvation. What an amazing love!
Many of us who went for the Kuching mission trip missed the church alot. We were again chatting about it today.... Even though it was a brief 3 days and didn't fellowship too much with the members there, we just felt so drawn towards their church. We just feel like helping as much as we can, to help them grow the church. Some are even thinking to go back in September to support the conference. We really felt like home there, the same anointing and atmosphere, same flow! And the church reminded me of 41-A amber road... the pioneers, their sincere love for people and God, campus outreach programs, love for the elderly...There are great potentials in them! :D I know nothing can stop what God is building. :D
Thank You Abba! As SOT is coming to an end...coupled with our 20th Anniversary..I just felt that we will embark into a new phase...a new season, a new building, a new anointing for greater works to come! God makes ALL THINGS NEW! AMEN!
Saturday, August 1, 2009
Festival of Praise (31 July to 2 Aug 2009)
Yesterday's Festival Of Praise at the Singapore Indoor Stadium was phenomena! We celebrated together with about 120 churches in SG, Bob Fitts, The True Worshippers and Mark Conner! Sidney's liberty in Praise and Worship inspired and stirred up the entire SIS!! Rock! Rock!I wished one day I can also lead P&W like that!!! Am looking forward to next year's FOP with The PLANET SHAKERS!!! WOW! Wondering when is Hillsong coming.....
Mark Conner shared a wonderful message abour Freedom from Worry! ....WHY WORRY??? We gotta S.T.O.P! Don't worry!!! The message was from his latest book "Prison Break". Worrying is simply a wasting of energy :P
we need to S.T.O.P. Worrying:
S = Specify your worries. Research showed that:
40% of worries will not happen
30% is the past which we CANT change
12% relates to our health
10% (missed out this point lei)
8% Out of 8%, 4 is legitimate worries and 4$ is beyond our control! Hence, 96% of the worries are NOT WITHIN OUR CONTROL! :d
T = Take Actions on your worries (which is the 4% we can do)
O = Offer up a prayer to God
Phil 4:6-7 (msg bible) => Instead of worrying, PRAY. Thus, pray for things we cant control...
P = Place your trust in the Lord
Prov 3:5-6 => Place our trust in the Lord, dun lean unto own understanding la!
In conclusion, worries and Joy don't exist hand in hand! So, WHY WORRY? The Joy of the Lord is our strength!!
Well, after FOP, we went to Esplanade for dinner to reward ourselves..& arrrr...lim jiu! Really looking forward to our disco session soon! Itchy body liao!! Cultural Mandate hor! Don't look at me as if I am leading a unconsecrated life! ahahha *wink* Purity all lies within our heart and attitude....not about where we cheong or how we dress. :P
(Hip hip Hooray!)
Student only drink WATER
Saturday, July 25, 2009
Mission Trip 17-19 July (City Harvest Kuching)
Our SOT mission trip (17-19 July 2009) to Kuching City Harvest Christian Fellowship, really impacted me. I thought we are going there to be a blessing, in return, we felt soooo blessed by their hospitality! Most importantly, new godly friendships are made! :)
Well, everything there, including the place, their passion and love for God and people, touches my heart! They reminded me of our pioneer pastors who started the church single handed-ly when they were at Marine Parade. I really regret why I was so foolish and wasted soooo many years in the wilderness. Anyway, I know I have found my perfect true love with Jesus now and it's never too late. If I was wiser and made the right choice, I believe my life and destiny will be totally different from now. Where will God lead me to? Anyway, my wilderness experience made me will not be gone to waste. At least, I will be able to comprehend the pain and sufferings of those who went through the same encounters....Hopefully, I will be able to help them. Amazingly, I didn't realise until recently, God has gathered people of similar backgrounds to me. Just be faithful doing the E1R1! :)
I will not forget the vision God showed me at Kuching during the morning prayer meeting. A Hand with a Cross in the centre of the palm. I was a lil intimidated to share the vision during the PM as it seemed there was no opportunity for me to do so. So, i chose to kept quiet. But who knows, when God wants me to do something, He will ensure we DO IT! While I was attending the Sunday Service and I was prompted again to share the vision with Pst. I just simply felt so "restless" if I remained silence again. When God asked me to do something, I can't have the 'peace' until I obeyed. So I thought I could speak to him about it after service. But once again, I don't have the chance to share it with him bec everyone was so busy after service to present our love offerings, photo taking and...'cleaning the house'.
Well, God is amazing! Even though I have no chance to share it, He created an opportunity for me to bump into the another person at the airport! Was it divine appointment or coincident? I know this time I MUST SPEAK OUT! So I shared it with him and the interpretation of the vision without any hesitation! Come to think about it now....I DONT KNOW WHY I HAVE THE COURAGE TO DO SO! Usually I will siam type lei! Maybe I don't want to carry the 'burden' back to SG due to my disobedient....Now, come to think about it, WHY I HAVE SUCH BOLDNESS! Beats me now...
The vision was confirmed even when I came back to Singapore. Pst Kong mentioned about living a Christ-centered life...This vision also reminded me and encourages me to lead a Christ-centered life as well! And God will protect and lead us to the way that His glory will be manifested ultimately. Just be faithful in doing the little things! Kuching City Harvest rocks! They will definitely breakthru 1000 members very sooon! I really like their spirit... They displayed the attitude of serving God wholeheartedly and loving people fervently!
Randomly found this from You Tube...Very touch at their achievement throughout the years...
Well, everything there, including the place, their passion and love for God and people, touches my heart! They reminded me of our pioneer pastors who started the church single handed-ly when they were at Marine Parade. I really regret why I was so foolish and wasted soooo many years in the wilderness. Anyway, I know I have found my perfect true love with Jesus now and it's never too late. If I was wiser and made the right choice, I believe my life and destiny will be totally different from now. Where will God lead me to? Anyway, my wilderness experience made me will not be gone to waste. At least, I will be able to comprehend the pain and sufferings of those who went through the same encounters....Hopefully, I will be able to help them. Amazingly, I didn't realise until recently, God has gathered people of similar backgrounds to me. Just be faithful doing the E1R1! :)
I will not forget the vision God showed me at Kuching during the morning prayer meeting. A Hand with a Cross in the centre of the palm. I was a lil intimidated to share the vision during the PM as it seemed there was no opportunity for me to do so. So, i chose to kept quiet. But who knows, when God wants me to do something, He will ensure we DO IT! While I was attending the Sunday Service and I was prompted again to share the vision with Pst. I just simply felt so "restless" if I remained silence again. When God asked me to do something, I can't have the 'peace' until I obeyed. So I thought I could speak to him about it after service. But once again, I don't have the chance to share it with him bec everyone was so busy after service to present our love offerings, photo taking and...'cleaning the house'.
Well, God is amazing! Even though I have no chance to share it, He created an opportunity for me to bump into the another person at the airport! Was it divine appointment or coincident? I know this time I MUST SPEAK OUT! So I shared it with him and the interpretation of the vision without any hesitation! Come to think about it now....I DONT KNOW WHY I HAVE THE COURAGE TO DO SO! Usually I will siam type lei! Maybe I don't want to carry the 'burden' back to SG due to my disobedient....Now, come to think about it, WHY I HAVE SUCH BOLDNESS! Beats me now...
The vision was confirmed even when I came back to Singapore. Pst Kong mentioned about living a Christ-centered life...This vision also reminded me and encourages me to lead a Christ-centered life as well! And God will protect and lead us to the way that His glory will be manifested ultimately. Just be faithful in doing the little things! Kuching City Harvest rocks! They will definitely breakthru 1000 members very sooon! I really like their spirit... They displayed the attitude of serving God wholeheartedly and loving people fervently!
Randomly found this from You Tube...Very touch at their achievement throughout the years...
Will You Praise God in your storm???
Amazing song...I love it...
I was sure by now
That You would have reached down
And wiped our tears away
Stepped in and saved the day
But once again, I say Amen, and it's still raining
As the thunder rolls
I barely hear Your whisper through the rain
I'm with you
And as You mercy falls
I raise my hands and praise the God who gives
And takes away
I'll praise You in this storm
And I will life my hands
For You are who You are
No matter where I am
Every tear I've cried
You hold in Your hand
You never left my side
And though my heart is torn
I will praise You in this storm
I remember when
I stumbled in the wind
You heard my cry
You raised me up again
My strength is almost gone
How can I carry on
If I can't find You
As the thunder rolls
I barely hear You whisper through the rain
I'm with you
And as Your mercy falls
I raise my hands and praise the God who gives
And takes away
I lift my eyes unto the hills
Where does my help come from?
My help comes from the Lord
The Maker of Heaven and Earth
I was sure by now
That You would have reached down
And wiped our tears away
Stepped in and saved the day
But once again, I say Amen, and it's still raining
As the thunder rolls
I barely hear Your whisper through the rain
I'm with you
And as You mercy falls
I raise my hands and praise the God who gives
And takes away
I'll praise You in this storm
And I will life my hands
For You are who You are
No matter where I am
Every tear I've cried
You hold in Your hand
You never left my side
And though my heart is torn
I will praise You in this storm
I remember when
I stumbled in the wind
You heard my cry
You raised me up again
My strength is almost gone
How can I carry on
If I can't find You
As the thunder rolls
I barely hear You whisper through the rain
I'm with you
And as Your mercy falls
I raise my hands and praise the God who gives
And takes away
I lift my eyes unto the hills
Where does my help come from?
My help comes from the Lord
The Maker of Heaven and Earth
Capacity Stretched...
Haa It's weird.. reading my own blog on 1 June. I can't help but feel I was so 'shallow' then...do so little thingy, yet complained no time, capcaity stretched... haha...Now I can't help but laff it out when reading it...
I guess God has done the supernatural stretching within me....stretched me to another new level...a new wineskin....aiyoooo sooo tired...No inspiration...Time to date zzzz Monster...Bye!
I guess God has done the supernatural stretching within me....stretched me to another new level...a new wineskin....aiyoooo sooo tired...No inspiration...Time to date zzzz Monster...Bye!
Monday, June 1, 2009
Capacity stretched season
I am overwhelmed this week for all the to do things list. Just too many things to do yet so little time to accomplish. Feeling my flesh crying out loud now.
besides stretching of capacity, guess i should know how to manage my time and events. Is there anything which i can eliminate?
Tue: choir prac
wed: entourage gown fitting
thur: dinner and net working
fri: church wide bs
sat: attend extra service?
Sun: service, team game, nite int'l idol
mon: assignment due.
My schedule is intimidating! Where got time to read and do book review?
i am simply overwhelm now. What have i gotten myself into? Haha! I think my maximum capacity has reached yet again. Time to stretch my wine skin to another brand new level. StreeeeettTcCChh! Ouch!
Abba father, pls help me and multiply my time. I dont want to hand in my assignment late. Give me the wisdom to speed read, digest and complete e book review in the shortest time. I CAN DO ALL THINGS THRU CHRIST WHO STRENGTHENED ME!
besides stretching of capacity, guess i should know how to manage my time and events. Is there anything which i can eliminate?
Tue: choir prac
wed: entourage gown fitting
thur: dinner and net working
fri: church wide bs
sat: attend extra service?
Sun: service, team game, nite int'l idol
mon: assignment due.
My schedule is intimidating! Where got time to read and do book review?
i am simply overwhelm now. What have i gotten myself into? Haha! I think my maximum capacity has reached yet again. Time to stretch my wine skin to another brand new level. StreeeeettTcCChh! Ouch!
Abba father, pls help me and multiply my time. I dont want to hand in my assignment late. Give me the wisdom to speed read, digest and complete e book review in the shortest time. I CAN DO ALL THINGS THRU CHRIST WHO STRENGTHENED ME!
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